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Kevin Magnus Entwhistle

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[08 Feb 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well have you people missed me? I doubt it, but it is okay considering the swamping amounts of homework that I have been assigned lately. Professor Snape is dropping the hammer on us not only in potions, but also during the apprenticeship, and even kindly Professor Sinstra is not that nice right now. I guess its okay though, I havent had a lot of free time to even really think, much less be around other people. However, I am begining to get very intriqued by some people as of late.privateCollapse )

Ginny? Luna? would either of you mind having a friendly chat with me sometime? I miss both of you.

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[19 Jan 2005|06:05pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

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[09 Jan 2005|08:21am]
Wow, Its been awhile I guess, but that is okay because honestly not much has happened in my life. The new year has come and gone and with it I'm sure that everyone has made a lot of goals and resolutions. I chose myself not to make any, but that is quite alright. I have my reasons. I'm just ready to get back to school and get on with my life...... I need to start looking into wizarding jobs.
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[24 Dec 2004|07:05pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

Life is going as well as it can I guess. It's good to be home, but it just doesnt feel right. Harry is right, granted, but its not something Ive had to deal with like he has. Tommorow I will be with the rest of my family and the side that is non magical will be excited about christmas, while I won't feel the same.

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I really miss the astornomy tower...................................

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[17 Dec 2004|09:51pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

They were children, just like you and me. Why? why did he have to murder them? They didn't even stand a chance. I have been crying, a lot lately because of this. I know there is a war, but I can't help but feel this empty hole im my heart, like someone has stabbed me in the heart and ripped it out......... Sigh, I just wish it wasn't this way.

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[14 Dec 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

well after a few nights in the Astronomy tower I have decided that I feel good today. Luna talked to me today about christmas and what her family did. I almost wanted to tell her what got her. I hope she really likes it. I have finally gotten all of my shopping done and that is good

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christmas is around the corner. [12 Dec 2004|07:00pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

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my oh my. [05 Dec 2004|10:27am]
[ mood | blank ]

This has been one of the most awkward times to be a student at Hogwarts. Professor Snape has all but disappeared and the rumors as to why are flying around like mad. Would anyone in his house like to explian to me why he's missing.

Draco since our last failed attempt what would you suggest we try as our next course of action in the apprenticeship?

I really don't know what else to tell about because I have been so busy with work and most of my nights are actually spent in the astronomy tower.

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[23 Nov 2004|05:55pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

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a brief interlude. [16 Nov 2004|05:19pm]
[ mood | content ]

Wow it has been an incredibly long time since I have been able to actually sit down and write to this little keeper of secrets and news. Work in school has been really cumbersome lately and what with all of my practical appprentice ships it has been really, really hard to sit down and write out all of my thoughts, and according to some it is even harder to decipher anyway so what has been the point?

I would like to take this time to talk about the halloween party that was a true sucess. Everyone looked especially great in thier costumes and I would like to acknowledge Benjamin Potter, Luna Lovegood, Ginny Weasley, Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, and Ron Weasley for their great costumes, especially Ron. We all got a good laugh with the bunny. The maze was particuarly interesting with the winding ways and the boggarts. I overall had a really good time with a few exceptions to alter my mood. The rest of my Halloween I will not talk of for it pains me and other things to think of it.

The apprentice work goes as it will. Agian we have failed and it pains me to see this much faliure among all of the trials. we have not even had one minor sucess in our potions apprenticeship and I was sure that dragon scale and murlock toenail would at least produce some result. *sigh* well thats one more thing I will need to shelve for later and look at something else. At least one good thing has come in the potions work lately. Draco has been quite charming as of late and he actually smiles. I didn't think he had it in him but I guess a kiss from his "knight in shining armour" would do that to a man. It is really nice to have a pleasureable partner for the apprenticeship work because it looks like we will be working together for quite sometime. I do admire all of my co-apprentices even Benjamin Potter because each one brings something to the table that the other ones are missing. I feel sorry for professor snape because I believe that he was hoping for some noticeable progress. The astronomy apprentice ship goes without saying. We have done a lot of good work in it as well and I take advantage of my pass to the tower almost nightly. It is a good place to go and gather my thoughts and clean my daggers.

well it appears I will go for now because I am so far behind on so much work, but I will come back to this thing more often because it should be that way. It appears a lot of things should be a certian way although they haven't come to light yet.

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lalala [29 Oct 2004|04:28pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Life is good. but I don't have a date to the Halloween ball. Thats is okay, I don't mind being alone. I finally got the rest of my costume togehter and it looks great! I am very excited about it because Robert Boyle is one of my heros. Professor Snape is really sticking it to me in the apprenticeship. I really think he wants to see how much I can take before I completely snap in half. Professor Sinistra has been very kind to me, but has not given me any sort of break which I respect greatly. I do have something that might be helpful in Snape's apprenticeship, and it does appear that a lot of the potions are affected by certian star positions. In the Astronomy apprenticeship we are learning about the specific star postions and how they move in the universe. My hope is that the problem we are having in potions can be adided by the knowledge in that instance. Erine seems really miffed.</strike> I think that is because Justin is taking Hannah to the ball.</strike>. Even though he appears to be upset he has been a pleasure to work with and we get along okay much better than I do with Draco or Benjamin. In classes the work appears to have gotten easier though the teachers havent relented any. Professor Tonks is doing a marvelous job even though I have been getting injured an awful lot in there lately. I think Madam Pomfrey has force feed me enough Pepper-Up potion to last me the rest of this term. I live and life is good. It seems the Phonenix and Gargoyle have stopped battling for now and are content to rest and take in the sights. I think I will send out a few halloween gifts if Sojourn feels up to it. The poor boy has been pretty sick lately and he isn't reliable as he once was.

I am excited about the events to come. I hope everyone's costumes are great.

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Back to normal [21 Oct 2004|04:55pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

It seems that just getting away from everything for a few days was the answer. I am eternally grateful to my Astronomy Mistress, Professor Sinistra for giving me access to the astronomy tower to gather my thoughts and emotions. It was so beautiful out there and the time actually helped me to heal up a bit and find the courage to do things again. Luna was very helpful to and my inspiration to actually take care of myself again. Speaking of which, Luna would you like to spend some time together at the lake this weekend if your jealous of anything that gets near you serpent won't mind.

Classes are well although I think Professor Tonks will kill us but its good to actually get some practical experience in defense. I wish I were better with a wand. I don't think daggers will protect me from curses. Transfiguration is okay, but I really despise it, and even charms isnt very fun.

My Apprentice ships are going okay. okay being an optimistic term. I have very few problems with any of my co apprentices, and I hope that Snape's idea will drive our research farther. However after our note session Monday, I am convinced I will be forced to follow Draco's Ideas. I just pray that our next potions will actually accomplish something. I think each of us will only get so far without another. I think however, that one of the apprentices is holding out on us, but that is their discretion. I am very suspicious of everything, but I have always seen a bit more than some. As for astronomy I can't do much of anything until Professor Sinistra decides to tell me the other materials I will need. I am grateful that I could get into that one and It will help in my potions research. I am curious as to how the postions of the stars will affect certain potion's effects. I am intrigued into how the dual apprenticeship will work myself considering only a few great wizards such as Merlin, and Archimedes even had masteries in thes two subjects together.

In other news we lost the Quidditch came to Slytherin, No biggie, I dont really care anyway, but I did go because there was nothing else I felt like doing. I am also going to go to the Halloween ball as Robert Boyle. I wonder how many people will actually know who that is. It looks really nice. I don't have anyone to ask to the ball because the girl I want to ask is taken dammit. And hey for once in my young life I am not totally confused or lost at this point.

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[12 Oct 2004|03:44pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Wow I actually have time to write in this Damn thing. I am very frustrated right now and I don't know where to begin. Our apprenticeship is going slow and our trials have failed. I wasn't expecting major sucess, but at least some glimmer of hope. I am anaylysing all of the ingredients we tried, and am looking at other things trying to make a breakthorugh. I might take a look into muggle chemistry to find an answer. I also had a run in and a bad time talking to Benjamin another student. I hope that we don't end up in a confrontation.

I look horrible, I havent groomed in several days (and yes I have washed), but I don't care because I have way to much on my mind to actually do anything about it. I am suprised someone hasn't said anything. The only good thing has been my short chats with Luna, and the announcement of the Hallowen ball.
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I don't know where to go from here.............

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hmmm [07 Oct 2004|01:17pm]
[ mood | confused ]

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[29 Sep 2004|08:15pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I swear that sometimes I could just go on a murderous rampage.

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[28 Sep 2004|06:08pm]
[ mood | sad ]

wow I cant beleive that one of our teachers quit! and to top it off we are getting nowhere fast.... hmmm. Im sad now. I wish we didnt have so much work otherwise I could try to find a breakthrough

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The Winds of change are forever blowing.. [22 Sep 2004|05:39pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

It's true... We are all changing. For better or worse we are all becoming a part of or doing something greater. House Unity is brewing, along with some love. It is good to see, but I am reserving opinion until I am certian of everything. there are only few things I am certian of.Draco has been really nice to me lately and I can't thank him enough for that. If it wasn't for his help I would still be behind in the apprentice ship. the thing is though how come a hufflepuff didn't sign up? it would have been nice to have a full house representation. Well I don't know what to think now because this war seems to be picking up. through the enormous grapevine I cannot help but hear things. Some say that activities are picking up on both sides. I don't know if I can believe it all but through these watchers and other things I cannot help but hear. I worry severely about those out in the open. I want to go into potions but it seems like there will be a need for soldiers from the graudating class this year. but Ravenclaws are not really fighters unless there is dire need and it seems that there is one.

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Lalala [19 Sep 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Wow Today was pretty interesting to say the least. I went in for my interview with Professor Snape and I actually managed to satisfy him with my answers so I am now an apprentice. I am so happy I can now gain some practical experince and maybe be useful in this conflict. after the interview I came back to the common room and had a horrible experince of tripping over Luna's stuff. It was good that I did because we ended up having a lovely conversation and went off to dinner together.

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Hmm [18 Sep 2004|10:13pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

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I wonder if he was forced. [17 Sep 2004|06:00pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Wow.. I just recently recieved my owl reply from Professor Snape. He's going to give me an interview before attempting to put me in his potions apprenticeship! I am excited, but I don't remember that notice ever being disscussed during the start of term feast but I guess I should pay more attention. I will see him sunday afternoon, for the interview. I am going to go review my potions before going because I am pretty sure he won't spare me tough questions. And if Ginny Weasley happens to read this how does hanging out around the lake on Saturday sound, if youre not to busy of course.

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